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 scared of what's happening.telling myself repeatedly its induced. cos its so wrong,it will hurt us all badly. its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. but I'm doing it. its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still Harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with it. But I know if I could do it over,I'd trade give away all the words I saved in my heart that I left unspoken. I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But thats not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin to do |
